maturity

hhhmmm..how do i start y?
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first of all, i wanna thanking God for His mercy..
:)

hari ini i did my first orientation at KFC, it's fun ayeee.... :)
meet new people, experience, and learn something new...
awesome...

after 6 month waiting..
long..long...waiting n searching..
akhir ny dapet juga..
happy?
of course..
satisfied??
nooott really...

baru orientation gt..
it's just the beginning, the battle haven't start yet...
still lonnngggggggggg journeyyyy.........
but, i'm try to be grateful for every circumstance...
:)

thanks o.. God...

and hari ini dah melewati banyak situation, yg buat g mikir...
how lucky i am...and menghadapi situasi yang bikin g jadi more mature, maybe this is part of things yg mesti qta lalui dalam langkah menuju menjadi dewasa..
which is taking responsibility for what u have said n u did...

g mikir gitu pas lagi bikin sushi with my sister..
by the way, it's really fun..
we spent time together, joking around, makan sambil buat sushi.
seneng banget klu every time qta bisa begitu, bukan berantem karena hal2 yang menurut g gak usah d pusingin..
yang malah ngerusak hubungan..
it's really a good moment..
kapan gitu lg y?
>.<

semoga gak ad masalah yg bikin qta berantem kaya kemaren y...
(amin!!)

abz selesai bikin malah kenyang bangettt..
hahahahha....
really funny...
jd ny masuk kulkas d (sushi ny, not me n my sist)...

after that...
clean up the mess (alone, yg pasti)
hehehehe...

n started from there, i started to think...
klu we must be responsible to every little thing we've said n every thing we did...
clean up our own mess..
bukan run away, like a kid..
:)

like abz masak beresin dapur, abis makan cuci piring..
lol
start from small things..
wkwkwkwkwkw...
(mulai gilaaa ni..nulis gak karuannn...><)

yaahh...gt d...
n i'm trying to be grateful aj...
trying to not always look up, but also look down..
diatas langit masih ad langit..
klu liat keatas mulu, selain kepla pegel, malah nyakitin diri sendiri..
wong di atas langit masih ad langit..
mau berapa lama kita liatin kejar, gak akan sampai ke atas...
so we need to look down jg..
jd kita bisa bersyukur buat apa yg udah kita dapet..

yahh...
just balance it aj..
janga terlalu sering liat keatas dan kebawah..

n jangan mengerutu...
:)

aduhhh..wise bangettt y?
hehehehehe....
ge lempeng nih otak..
tar klu konslet gak tw dahhh...
hahahahahah.....

begini lah Fanny...
gak jelas..
kadang bisa wise banget, kadang kaya anak kecil, gak jelasss...
hehehehe..

yahh...
maybe ini proses dr kanak2 menjadi dewasa...
jd in between...
heheheh..
(membela diri bangettt...;p )

ok d....
sampe sin dulu...
:D